Sunday, July 13, 2008

Faded, not jaded

To fade into existence is a harsh reality. Do we do that? YES!
Some days we just canonically travel through our everyday motions and don't stop to wonder or question why.
We just do and that sucks.
I try to change some things up in my already ever changing existence. Some days I have to not wash my hair first and instead I have to wash my face first...
I was taught that to break out of my routines would prolong my life. It drives my OCD crazy. I don't think I have OCD. I think that was just something someone tried to label me with. Instead I think I may have something I inherited, it is called C-R-A-Z-Y!
I am okay with that today. I am sure it will fade and I will just become a jaded, hard assed, bitch again, but that is okay too. We all have those days where we are selfish, no good jerks. I sometimes actually have eras of those!

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