Lately I have discovered these horendous thoughts of jealousy towards people who just have what I want falling into their lap instead of mine. I mean I am angry and hurt. We have tried to sell our house now for over a year. Others just put theirs up, sell in a week, find an awesome deal, and boom, life is good. Not so for us. After a year of screaming at 2 kids to constantly keep a house clean, cutting vacations short to show a house, having no family time whatsoever, open house after open house, missed appts of people who are not serious home buyers, money, tears, hard work, all my family photpos being gone, and exhaustion beyond manner we got an offer and the guy dies of a heart attack! I mean geez....what are we to do. My spirit is tired, I hate the house I divorced a year ago so I could sell it, not to mention my baby will now be going to a school I think is all wrong for him.
I am angry. I am bummed. I am depressed. I am tired. I am having a major pity party. I will get over this.
Friday, July 24, 2009
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