Thursday, November 6, 2008

Itchy, Itchy

I have this weird prickly rash that is only on my feet.
My hands feel itchy too, but no visible signs there.

I am going insane. Benadryl helps slightly, but oh my goodness, this is weird.
I think it is stress.
I think this is a weird stress rash that is bugging the pee-doodle out of me!
I sat down and made a list of all the reasons I could be suffering from stress and here is what I came up with:
1. My grandparents are out of sorts, one in a nursing home as of last week and the other one being tossed to and fro amongst her three kids.
2. My job, enough said...
3. My kids. They are on full throttle all the time!
4. My house. I want to sell it so that I can get the cool house in Trinity.
5. My house has to be clean all the time in case a realtor wants to show it.
6. My job, enough said...
7. My OCD. I am constantly thinking about what needs to be changed, done, or fixed.
8. My weight. I hate being fat.
9. My friends. I worry about them constantly.
10. Our church. My hubby spends all Sunday morning serving the Church and its mission which leaves me to entertain the two boys by myself.
11. I want to be exercising, but I don't have enough time.
12. The desire to do perfect all the time, it just ain't gonna happen.
13. Tristan is in trouble a lot at school, am I being a horrible mom? What's the deal?
14. Pleasing Jeremy. He needs a lot of TLC!
15. Being a good daughter.
16. I haven't gone to see my grandfather yet in the nursing home. I am a bad grandchild too.
17. Money.
18. The economy.
19. Our country's decision of the new pres. Don't like it one bit. Sorry, that is why I get the Freedom of Speech.
20. Laundry. I hate it and it gets on my nerves.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Girl, you got some stuff going on! If it helps any I stay in that same boat! I will be praying for you gurl!!!!

Anonymous said...

Just breath....it will be ok. God promised.

Jessiblueyes said...

Eli, is the ever present VOICE OF TRUTH!!!
Gotta love that about a friend!